To be or not to be

To be or not to be, THAT indeed IS the question.

Life is about choices, choices we make each moment lead to repercussions for years to come.

Yes, even something as simple as mood:
to be angry or not to be;
to be sad or not to be;
to be thankful or not to be;
to be positive or not to be;
to be discouraged or not to be;
to be fearful or not to be;
to be nonchalant or not to be;
to be wilful or not to be;

to be or not to be ........is a matter of choice.

Each trip down to the dungeon had raised my temperament to boiling point.
Could i have chosen to remain neutral, oblivious or nonchalant?
Could i have chosen not to let my whole being be charged with such high voltage?
Could i have chosen not to allow my temper to rise?
Could i have chosen to walk out of the cage of anger that i have set upon myself?

i could but wilfully did not

i had chosen to cling fiercely,stubbornly onto the cage, for it was the only share i was dealt with.


i ought to,
i need to,
i 'll choose to
unlock the cage ,
that i may i walk out and taste the sweetness of life that lies outside it
before my entire being decomposes within it......

i have the key, but where.... have i put it.......???