I pray/wish/beg to be relieved of all my burdens and miseries soon , meantime grant me the wisdom, resources, stamina, patience and support to bear them till the day of total relief.
PAthetic
If i really got a C+ as i was told but only receive a gross $166 annual pay increment, what abt those who only got C or C-?
Either i was lied to or the dungeon sucks. Pathetic me.
Either i was lied to or the dungeon sucks. Pathetic me.
胸口永远的痛
今天是你的生日，我没忘记，但他们都没记得吧？在这个家里，从来都没有听过谁对谁说过一句生日快乐，所以虽然这些年来有时候我很想对你说，但至今还是没说过。
今天我特别想对你说的，可你又是一幅让人看了心痛的样子来讨钱， 我真的说不出口，不知你是没吃药还是不自爱， 最近几个月几乎隔一两天就来说钱包不见了要钱吃饭，要的数目还不少， 讨不到就发狂，每次你走了之后，高血压的母亲都会气得头疼喘不过气，然后整晚听到她起身从客厅到睡房来回徘徊，无法入眠、父亲更是不停抽烟喝酒，一脸无奈。
我真的想对你说声生日快乐的， 但我现在更想说你是我们胸口永远的痛， 何方神圣快来搭救你，搭救我们呢？
今天我特别想对你说的，可你又是一幅让人看了心痛的样子来讨钱， 我真的说不出口，不知你是没吃药还是不自爱， 最近几个月几乎隔一两天就来说钱包不见了要钱吃饭，要的数目还不少， 讨不到就发狂，每次你走了之后，高血压的母亲都会气得头疼喘不过气，然后整晚听到她起身从客厅到睡房来回徘徊，无法入眠、父亲更是不停抽烟喝酒，一脸无奈。
我真的想对你说声生日快乐的， 但我现在更想说你是我们胸口永远的痛， 何方神圣快来搭救你，搭救我们呢？
可怜天下父母心
七旬老母是在什么心情下在年关将至时都要哽咽的诅咒自己的儿子早死？白发苍苍向来脾气温和的老父是在什么样的心情下大声喊赶自己的儿子离开？家家有本难念的经，我家这本还是个不肯吃药又常来闹事伤透父母心的神经。每次都非闹到得偿所愿为止。
善哉善哉， 何日大家才能有安宁？难道真的要搞到报警吗？
我不喜欢吃团圆饭，尤其今年。
善哉善哉， 何日大家才能有安宁？难道真的要搞到报警吗？
我不喜欢吃团圆饭，尤其今年。
hi BLOG,
i have not been here for a while and just discovered that in my absence, some changes have been made to Blogger's creation of posts, but thank goodness, it's still user friendly.
i'm now at the last hours of 2011. Another year has trudged by, another year of sadness and disasters.
In a few hours, we move onto 2012 -the year some have said to be the Armageddon, with intensification of the disasters that have been hitting the Earth in the past, culminating to the so called 'end of the world'; yet some said it's not gonna be the end of the world but rather there will be a positive renewal and transformation of the Earth--sounds better, but as it is now, things look bleak, all over the world.
So, what's coming?
Can i get a renewal too of my life or am i to continue my doom and gloom in the dungeon of hell ?
If the world should end this coming year, what are the things you would most wish to do without leaving it with regrets?
.............. .............. ..............
............... .............. ..............
............... .............. .............
Just do it.
i have not been here for a while and just discovered that in my absence, some changes have been made to Blogger's creation of posts, but thank goodness, it's still user friendly.
i'm now at the last hours of 2011. Another year has trudged by, another year of sadness and disasters.
In a few hours, we move onto 2012 -the year some have said to be the Armageddon, with intensification of the disasters that have been hitting the Earth in the past, culminating to the so called 'end of the world'; yet some said it's not gonna be the end of the world but rather there will be a positive renewal and transformation of the Earth--sounds better, but as it is now, things look bleak, all over the world.
So, what's coming?
Can i get a renewal too of my life or am i to continue my doom and gloom in the dungeon of hell ?
If the world should end this coming year, what are the things you would most wish to do without leaving it with regrets?
.............. .............. ..............
............... .............. ..............
............... .............. .............
Just do it.
My favourite festival
一年难得又中秋
中秋节是华人众多节日中我从小到大唯一期待和喜爱的。
小时后期待中秋是因为能和邻居们提着灯笼出去玩， 灯笼若不小心着火了， 还能玩蜡烛点灯， 前几天重看了香港2011的贺岁片-I Love HK 开心万岁，就有村民在村屋‘煲蜡’串灯笼的一幕， 好温馨， 好怀念。也怀念在大学宿舍里和舍友们坐在走廊的阶梯上吃月饼，赏月喝茶聊天的那一晚。。。。。。
这把年纪的我仍喜欢中秋
因为
喜欢秋的气息，
喜欢秋色，
喜欢高挂天空的明月，
喜欢水调歌头的歌与词，
但，最最喜欢的是
能吃一年只有中秋才吃得到的月饼！
站在窗口望了一阵，今晚因天空烟雾浓罩，我没看到圆月，望了望楼下， 也没有提灯笼的孩子。。唉！ 这里一点中秋的气息都没有，现在的孩子真可怜。 幸好我客厅里还有让我垂涎三尺的月饼， 吃月饼去吧！
中秋节是华人众多节日中我从小到大唯一期待和喜爱的。
小时后期待中秋是因为能和邻居们提着灯笼出去玩， 灯笼若不小心着火了， 还能玩蜡烛点灯， 前几天重看了香港2011的贺岁片-I Love HK 开心万岁，就有村民在村屋‘煲蜡’串灯笼的一幕， 好温馨， 好怀念。也怀念在大学宿舍里和舍友们坐在走廊的阶梯上吃月饼，赏月喝茶聊天的那一晚。。。。。。
这把年纪的我仍喜欢中秋
因为
喜欢秋的气息，
喜欢秋色，
喜欢高挂天空的明月，
喜欢水调歌头的歌与词，
但，最最喜欢的是
能吃一年只有中秋才吃得到的月饼！
站在窗口望了一阵，今晚因天空烟雾浓罩，我没看到圆月，望了望楼下， 也没有提灯笼的孩子。。唉！ 这里一点中秋的气息都没有，现在的孩子真可怜。 幸好我客厅里还有让我垂涎三尺的月饼， 吃月饼去吧！
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